Wednesday, June 11, 2008

A Midnight Rose -part 1.3

Yes!! The start of my third year in high school is here!! Nothing changed much and we kind of still don't talk to each other but as time went by we began to talk normally. But he does not act the way he was before to me. I told him what i felt through friendster. But i still think that he has no feelings for me.

I got the friendster of Shin!! He really has grown up now and I just thought that he was he really cute. We were text mates and I was happy about it. We even really got closer. We are in different schools. My best friend, Star, and Shin are classmates since elementary. Both of them are smart unlike me who is kind of an idiot and dumb.

In our school, there is the Junior-Senior prom. The juniors will wear blue gowns and the seniors will wear pink gowns. I was really looking forward to it but there was 3 problems. One, I do not have a blue gown. Two, my transportation!! Lastly, I still do not have a partner and my partner should be a senior. Few days later, my mom and i rented this simple blue gown. I asked Eilu if she could find a partner for me at the senior section. While she was asking, I met Kyle, who is the partner of Eilu, and Kai. Kai was the best friend of Kyle and a senior. They do not know anyone who does not have a partner in their section so I remained partner less. After a few days, I remembered Kai. I asked Eilu if he has a partner already but he still don't have a partner yet. I asked him if I could be his partner and he said he'll think about it. Several days passed and my classmates told me that a list of the Junior-Senior prom partners was posted. But by the time I got there the list is gone. Someone took it, they said. Gaaaahhhh!! sigh.. Monday came and I saw the list of the Junior-Senior prom partners list. I tried to find my name and i saw it!! My partner was Kai. I kinda forget of what he looks like. I didn't know he was in front of me in the bulletin bored. Hahah...sorry Kai. ^^ That lunch time, Kai went to our classroom with a senior and Eilu. Now, we are finally introduced. He has looks and my friend Migu, who was a former Cocc, had a crush on him. Well she was really all jumpy and kept saying OMG!! I didn't even know he was "that" famous but I wanna thank him because one my problems are solved. ^_^ We all were asked to practice in the gym. From the other end of the gymnasium, the partners would hold hands, walk nicely, and by the time you go in the stage, bow, face each other and the boy will put the corsage in the girls hand. then bow and walk away. Kai's hand was cold and shaky and I think mine was too. After all that, we would have our turn in practicing the dance by classroom. I didn't like our dance. It was really embarrassing for me. I was a nervous wreck!! Geez..

The Jenior-Senior prom came. The first one that I saw was Eclipse with his mom, I guess. Few minutes passed, and I saw some of my friends all dressed up nice and cute. I did not even look good. I was ugly, I thought. sigh.. The prom started and we have to get ready. Then it was our turn. I was afraid that I would trip and fall and embarrass myself in front of the whole school. At least, Kai's hand is not all shaky and cold unlike last time. By the time I got inti stage, I got a bit of mental block of what to do next. Oh man!! But, I survived!! Thank God!! When all are done to be introduced, the first dance is here!! It was a bit embarrassing. Ahehe..^^ Then we all sat down with our respective classmates and the dance prepared from each class. My nervous 'wreckness' is here, again!! I almost forgot of what to do next but I survived!! Now, it's time to eat. I really didn't like the food. After that we had disco dancing and the slow dance. I never got the chance to dance with Eclipse. He was all tired, he said. sigh... Why do i even like this stupid guy. Sheeesh... I danced with my friends especially with Liane. The sweetest slow dancers were Idol and Lorn, Liane older sister!! They really look like a couple but they said that they're not. Aww.. I envy them!! The prom ended with the taking of pictures and i have t o go ho home. I slept 3 in the morning. I'm all tired.

After a few days, I got the picture!! yehey!! I looked ugly for me. haha!! I ended up third year high school and i was really looking forward to summer. That summer I got close to Kai. My best friend, Star, and I should be hanging out this summer but she doesn't have time. I spent my summer in the house but I joined a camp. I was really afraid of what's going to happen to me, there. I went to camp with my brother and two cousins. I learned a lot from there and it held beside the beach so it was really windy. We never got to learn to bake pizza but at least we had swimming. It only took about 5 days. In the last day, we had the game spin the bottle but we used a coconut. Jake, a boy from camp, it was his turn so he was asked to give a flower to the girl she like in camp. He roamed around us and he put the flower behind me. Why me?!!? I was flattered but I'm not what you think I am. Evening came near and we were about to start the campfire and the star gazing. Jake got a bone fracture on his leg so we have to stop the camp. We went home after that.

A Midnight Rose -part 1.2

The start of high school is here. It was the first day of high school. I was misplaced and i was asked to transfer to another section where I dont have any idea who those people were. I stayed silent for the first few weeks of classes. The first ones to talk to me were Eclipse, Dino, and Vines. Eclipse was a childish one and we have consecutive birthdays. Dino was kind of funny, smart, and cute. Vines was not cute, fat and big, and not smart. After a few months, he confessed his feelings through text. Not romantic at all. So the next day, i told him that i lost my cellphone because of my cousin and he believed it. I met May and Liane. May has a curly hair, has a nice voice and responsible. Liane was a shy, quiet girl and is really good at drawing. I admire her drawings and comics. The three of us were very close especially with May. After a few months, the both of them met a friend of mine while I was in the elementary, Eilu. She was also a good at drawing and i learned how to draw anime from her and she makes novels. I had a crush on Dino because he was smart, cute and nice. He was also the closest one to me from all the boys.

Second year high school came. May transferred school but we still keep in touch. In that year, I also got close with Liane. I got close to Eclipse, too. We always have a small fights and it was fun. We had two new transferee's. one was from another country and the other one was okay. Day by day, I kind of developed feelings for Eclipse. I wanted to get close to him more. but, i have this feeling that he does not like me that way and i think he already got a girlfriend. We would sometimes be hanging out with just the two of us. We were asked to transfer classrooms because some of the classrooms would be repaired. We got closer again. I told Laine about my feelings for Eclipse and i got the feeling he overheard us. Oh man!! After a few weeks, we transferred classrooms again. We were now in the third floor. In that time, a friend of mine and Dino were now dating so my crush for him is now lost. For the last few months of being a second year high school student, I confessed my feelings for him and he somehow rejected me even though he did not say it. I cried for the last few days and i decided not to give up on him. Our situation was really awkward at that time until the last day.

A Midnight Rose -part 1.1

I was always with my Auntie. I always go with her in her workplace. There I met Shin. He was about the same age as me. He was my playmate and we were always together. When it was my birthday he went with his brother to our house. We played there and and the both of us were watching television side by side. I also go to his house with my Auntie. We were always invited there whenever there is a celebration. We would play hide and seek and have lots of fun.
Now i am in kindergarten, and i found new friends and classmates. I was afraid to go to school because i have to leave my family at home. I was really afraid that something might happen to them. I would cry if I do not see my relative outside the classroom. Day's passed and i began to be independent and began to like the atmosphere of our school. Our graduation day came and i had an award of being the one of the top 3 best in writing. I was really happy and as you know it I'm starting my elementary days. I saw some of my old classmates when I was in kindergarten. Some where on the other class.
I met new faces!! ^^ I met this boy in the other class and we became close. He was really nice and all I can remember was his face and we were hanging out in the high school section.^^When I was I was now on the second grade, i never saw him again.
Many years passed and I am already graduating. We had a party for all the 6th graders and it was really fun and memorable. it was before the graduation. I'm gonna miss all of them.^^

A Midnight Rose

I am Riene and this is my story. When i was little, i lived with both my mother and father in a rural city. My father did not have a good job and only have little money to pay for our daily living. After a few years i was born, my grandparents heard about our financial problems and they took me away from my father and mother. We went to the hometown of our grandparents. I grew up and my mother came from my father's hometown. I have now a new brother and his name is Bard. His name was kind of weird to me. I really liked my little brother but as he grew he became kind of bad. He was not the cute little brother i know. My father came to our house to make-up with us but it was too late because my grandmother hates him for being irresponsible in taking care of me and Mom. So Dad left. After some months, i began to make stories and draw and i loved anime. I made a story about a bad girl who went to a picnic and saw a big diamond castle in the forest. She went inside it and found a crystal girl. That crystal girl punished the bad girl and became a diamond. I was only 5 years old and i needed to start my schooling.